when it rains, it pours.

An umbrella is known for its protection; its security under the sun or the rain. When the sun is too bright, and the heat becomes unbearable...a simple and small umbrella can shelter one from the prickly heat. When rain falls, an umbrella protects us from its cold droplets of tears. And just like any ordinary day, when the weather's all perfect and everything just makes sense, one wouldn't mind bringing that umbrella. Why? Because one doesn't need it.

And somehow, a lot, at least I know someone, can relate to this whole idea of being an umbrella.

And when an umbrella is upside down, what would be its use? Nothing. More so when it rains, an umbrella might just give up, and the droplets that became a puddle would fall on the person under it.

reminiscing

We were once young and carefree. Now that we're growing up, we can't be as "clueless" as we were back then. I've been curious how it was to be an adult who can make her own decisions. It's harder than I thought it would be - growing up. I recommend kids to l savor every moment of their childhood because life happens and more often, unexpected. :)

again by bruno mars

Hands over my head thinking 'what else could go wrong?'

Would've stayed in bed, how can a day be so long?

Never believed that things happen for a reason

But how this turned out, you moved all my doubts, So believe

That for you I'll do it all over again

Do it all over again

All I went through, led me to you

So I'd do it all over again

For you

I missed the first train, stood out in the rain, all day

Little did I know

When I caught the next train, there you were to sweep me away

Guess that's what I've waited for

Never believed that things happened for a reason

But how this turned out, you moved all my doubts, So believe

That for you I'd do it all over again

Do it all over again

All I went through, led me to you

So I'd do it all over again

(Ohh) Who ever thought a day gone so wrong, would turn out so lovely

I'm so glad I found you

Even though the day went so wrong, I wouldn't change a thing (yeah, yeah, oh I'll do it)

I'd do it all over again

Do it all over again

All I went through, led me to you

So I'd do it all over again (yeah, yeah ohhh)

I'd do it all over again (I'd do it all over, I'd do it all over)

Do it all over again (I'd do it all over for you, for you)

All I went through, led me to you (all I went through, it led me to you)

So I'd do it all over again (over again)

Who ever thought a day gone so wrong, could turn out so lovely ohh

Who ever thought a day gone so wrong, could turn out so lovely

i just love how this is such a good song in every way. the song never mentioned anything sexual. this just proves that a song can still be good even without the grinding, poking, booty, sex, fame, money. i honestly think people can still appreciate good music coming from a pure heart of a music maker. :)

hello :)

this is how i plan to greet you a good day. for some reason, this particular photo makes me happy. it's as if it greets you with warmth and all the fuzzy and mushy feelings. :) (oh, by the way, i took this photo from a gingersnap store. haha. so this is not a real plant, and i don't know what its called.) it's funny how i type as if a lot of people is reading this blog, but whatever, it makes me happy. blogs are supposed to be an outlet right?

Bubble

Colors, shapes, sizes passed me by as I was falling asleep. A gush of wind tried to pull me away but I kept on moving. Almost wondering where I am supposed to end. I looked at my right, I see movement beyond all the stillness I was seeing, I hear laughter, the ones that made you feel warm and cuddly all at the same time. Tempted, I wanted to see where the sound was coming from, until another gush of wind pulled me away from my goal.

I am alone. A little tear can cause my fret; a little touch can cause my death.

I can only survive for so long. As much as I want to be charming and dashing, I can only dance for a while with you. I can't wait forever which is why I can only live as long as you want me to be there...as long as fate would allow.

I tried to keep myself from falling asleep...but more often than not, you let go of me and then fate would win.

a random feeling. :) i was sad when i wrote this, (picture has nothing to do with the random description of feeling, i just wanted a photo to go with this.)

=)

This shot was taken at Anvaya during our family outing. It was the first time that my family was complete...I think (excluding birthdays and holidays). While taking this picture, I suddenly remembered, better yet, wished that my dad was there. I miss him for the nth time and I still feel sorry for the time that I have wasted hating him. He was and still is my dad after all. Now that he is with God, I pray that as he looks down from heaven, he'd be happy to see that despite everything, we're still together as a family. I love you daddy. Always will.

"In everything give thanks..."

In every situation, in every problem, in happiness, in joy, in sorrow or mourning, in every breath, I thank you Lord for taking me as I am as You continually mold me.

Thank you God for allowing me to experience your love.